yeah. boleh dikatakan from the beginning masuk uitm i counted the days, went through all the semesters dengan perasaan when is this goin' to end? not because the campus itself x best nooooo not true at all. this is the best campus i guess. its coz i suffered a lot. huu but now? it ended already? like. seriously? cant believe it myself. sure gonna miss that place. the people. the memories. painful, and sweet memories there. if it wasnt fer Allah's destiny , i wouldnt have been there. wouldnt have met those amazing people. wouldnt have became the person i am now. so im grateful, thanks Allah :) again , to friends of uitm jb, seniors ke juniors ke of same batch ke, till we meet again insyAllah, will nver forget u guys ;) <3<3

RETURN

okeyh. da too long tak update. Assalammualaikum u guys yang masih follow mey. how r u guys doin? i miss you by the way, da lama sangat x join in blogger, x bace blogs korang and not posting anything. dunno why somehow so many things have changed during last fer years that made me macam da xberapa ade mood nak update anything. till sekarang macam da rindu sangat pulak so.. hey! im back hee good to see some of you guys are still active. :) so by the way, im quite free at the moment, alhamdulillah, i've finished my diploma insyAllah. so i got plenty of time to reactivate my blog. so.. till we meet again in the next post, assalammualaikum.

ouh by the way, im actually quite active on tumblr sekarang, so if you guys are also on tumblr you can drop me your link. ;) see ya! goodnight sleep tight hee

phobia perhaps?

i love them so much :) they are my sisters and brothers. they make me smile. and laugh. and feel grateful to god, coz god has given me so many good things, and so many good, amazing people around me fer me to be with. family, bubu, linda, sumos, kuihmuih, ongs, classmates, friends of part6 uitm jb, and so many other friends. i am grateful :') thankyou to u guys, fer making my life complete, and happy. may allah bless you all.

*january. be nice pls. Allah. im not asking much. just to be freed from the negative, and be happy and to be on the rightful path, and live peacefully insyAllah. i am done crying. i hope fer good things to happen.

wish i could tell people how sad i am rite now

wish i could show people how fake i am rite now

wish i could stop pretending to be happy

wish i could be happy fer real, without faking it

wish i could stop faking a smile or laughter

wish everybody knew

wish i could turn back the clock

your the reason for the widest smile on my face and also the saddest tears from my eyes

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you

or

selamat hari jadi

selamat hari jadi

or

saeng-il chucahamnida

saeng-il chucahamnida

or

zhu ni shengrikuaile

zhu ni shengrikuaile

HEE *starting my current post with a basic song worldly known - the BIRTHDAY song. why? guess? hee mesti la coz nak cite pasal birthday :) okay fer my entry this time, id like to say couple things mainly on BIRTHDAY :) first n foremost, is to wish my dearest friends. seriously lately banyakkkknye birthday dekat2 heee smp tersengkek n x ter bagi adiah pun lagi. sori my sayangs, im an awful friend kan huu. nanti poket kembung sket mey kasi adiah k! k lets start.

23 october - siti adilah jamaludin

or better known as pah :)

27th october - helena binti azmi sayang.

1st november - lina farhana abd karim <3

24th november - azhar si panjang :)

26th november - sufian bin mansor a.k.a pian kusut :)

27th november - siti rahma binti misdan

6th december - nurul aziera a.k.a dulang masjid ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Y'ALL. <3 i do love you all a lot. thanks fer being my friend. i wish fer you guys to have a happy life. be happy always ! u are special :)

its my favorite thing to do, making people happy on their birthday. frankly, when someone's birthday is in the corner, id be the most excited person on earth to think of a plan, to celebrate those special person. sometimes i can come up with some crazy ideas, and sometimes id spend my money just to make them happy. and sometimes, id make movies or videos, and some other times id decorate the special one's cupboard and bed with balloons while they were still asleep. some other times, id just give a helping hand in decorating things planned by other friends, and some other times, i could just join in the party organized by other people :) it depends on who the birthday boy or girl is. but anyways, people celebrating birthday are special and to me, they should really be celebrated, and be treated nicely. :) that is why i love to see my friends happy on that special day. and fer the second time, to my friends gambar kat atas ni believe me, u ARE SPECIAL. <3

well everyone would love a special day fer their birthdays, im sure :) as fer me, i just want a happy day. that is enough. without tears, or anyone making me upset, or ruining my mood. and as long as my loved ones - family, friends, zahinbubu, are around, are healthy, are happy, id be the happiest person during my birthday . :) i hope the next 13january is peaceful. :) hee peace y'all!

happy birthday to those celebrating it soon. <3 toodaloo!

mereka ongs.
i love them
i adore them
i miss them, badly
i think of them, everyday
i dont care where they are
i dont care what they are doin'
i dont care whether they think of me, or not
i dont care whether they misses me, or not
all i know is
they are my friends
and i love them no matter what

nurhaslinda

lina farhana

nur aqeela

nur nadia

M U H A M M A D Z A H I N Z U L H I L M I

tumpang gembira

ya allah ya tuhanku, rahmati and berkatilah hidup sahabat ku ini, beliau seorang sahabat. bukan teman, kawan, BFF , tapi sahabat. sahabat sy. jauh lebih mendalam maksudnya daripada seorang kawan/ teman.

BY NURHASLINDA MUSTAFFA KAMAL

tumpang gembira

ni nasihat mimi :

to everyone who are feeling down, depressed or sad. please. remember that Allah wont test us with anything that we aren't able to bear. hang in there. u have your loved ones beside you, who are ready to hold your hands and lead you each steps, until you are back on your feet. dont do anything stupid pls . and dont ever blame yourself fer anything bad happen. sit down and think slowly, why does it happen, rather than blaming takdir yang tuhan kasi . goodluck! :)

aku gembira kau jumpa cahaya tu kembali ;) pengajaran untuk kau dan aku jugak. and aku gembira sebab kita selalu ada untuk antara satu sama lain. cehh. persahabatan selama 12 tahun ni harap tak sia sia kan? take care :D